The past two weeks was rather hectic and i had learnt a painful lesson. Really painful, but i guess the more painful it is, the more u learn. Yes, it's painful, but the lesson learnt is worth the pain. Things will nv be the same again, cos no matter how hard u try to mend a broken glass, there'll still be cracks. I'm still trying hard to accept the fact that things have changed. You may say that i'm too sentimental or soft-hearted, but deep down, i noe u all feel the pain as well. I know deep down in your hearts, you will all feel that it's a pity to let go. But when it's time to let go, we still have to. So, the lesson learnt is: Letting go is painful, but when it's time to let go, we'll have to bear with the pain and let go! As days passed, things might seem to be better or on the way back to normal, but the feeling is never the same, for the distance is there. Why must we end up this way? I long for a chance to speak my mind, but somehow, i just dun have the courage for i'm afraid that it might make things worse. We have so much plans, but they seemed to be crashed, at least for now. Will things turn for the better? or for the worse? Are the relationships between people really so fragile? It has proven to me that it is. Let's hope things will get better day by day.

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Attended the Students' council and NE council Investiture in school today...Somehow, whenever i attend these investitures, it simply just bring back the memories of the days when we were in council in secondary school. The memories of us taking over the council on 15th july 2003 and stepping down in April 2004 simply just came back to my mind... And these investitures really remind me of the times we spent together in council, the joy we had, the pain that we shared. I cant help but tink of how much fun we had together. And the investitures remind me of the 13 people who has made a great difference in my life, who had left sweet memories in my life, which are priceless..... I miss the 13 of them even more at that very moment when i see the outgoing councillors on stage. It just brings me back down the memory lane to the day we stepped down, the super creative and entertaining pyjamas dance that we put up, the tears that we shed on that day, the little notes or gifts that we exchanged and the fun we had at the stadium despite the fact that majority of us have a social studies test the next day. :) I really miss EXCO 03/04..... for they are the ones who had made my secondary life so memorable and colourful. Somehow whenever i tink of the days when we were in council, the wonderful people whom i had worked with, the games that we had created by making use of whatever resources we have in the council room, tears would simply well up in my eyes.... for i really miss the good old days. But i know we have to move on.... and the occasional gatherings are really precious. And i'll nv forget the these sentences from some of my EXCO members:

" The times we shared, the days we spent, the moments to treasure, the sadness that we faced, the fate that brought the 14 of us together, Never to forget! " (by Yan Xing)

" The length of the journey doesn't matter. What matters most is the content of the journey-- what you had learnt and who you had met" (by Pei Shan) \

" A wonderful realisation will be the day you realise that you are unique in the entire world. There's nothing that is an accident. " ( by Belinda)

And of course many more from the rest of them....

I'll never forget the support we had given to each other, how we cheered up each other's life, the encouragements and the motivation we received from one another. You all will always be in my heart!!!!

SHU
JIA YU
BELINDA
SHIRLEY
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