beautiful seed

Sunday, April 29, 2007

The past two weeks was rather hectic and i had learnt a painful lesson. Really painful, but i guess the more painful it is, the more u learn. Yes, it's painful, but the lesson learnt is worth the pain. Things will nv be the same again, cos no matter how hard u try to mend a broken glass, there'll still be cracks. I'm still trying hard to accept the fact that things have changed. You may say that i'm too sentimental or soft-hearted, but deep down, i noe u all feel the pain as well. I know deep down in your hearts, you will all feel that it's a pity to let go. But when it's time to let go, we still have to. So, the lesson learnt is: Letting go is painful, but when it's time to let go, we'll have to bear with the pain and let go! As days passed, things might seem to be better or on the way back to normal, but the feeling is never the same, for the distance is there. Why must we end up this way? I long for a chance to speak my mind, but somehow, i just dun have the courage for i'm afraid that it might make things worse. We have so much plans, but they seemed to be crashed, at least for now. Will things turn for the better? or for the worse? Are the relationships between people really so fragile? It has proven to me that it is. Let's hope things will get better day by day.