Wednesday, June 04, 2008
My whole world just crashed last thursday. Well, it may sound exaggerating to many of you, but i think that's the best description to how i felt. I've never felt so lost, frighten, lonely and disappointed in the whole of my 20 years! Never! It became worse when i received a 2nd bomb 2 days after. The feeling was worse than horrible. I suddenly felt so tired and helpless.
However, these 2 bombs that had dropped on me had make me realised that i am blessed with a group of fabulous friends, who are really just a call away and a supportive family. They had been there to cheer me up, to boost my confidence, to tell me that all is not gone. They gave me the strength to move on, to think of my future, and brought me back to life. I must admit I'm really fortunate to have these people around me. This had also made me come to a conclusion that one does not need to have many friends around him/her. All you need is just one group of really good friends whom you know will be there no matter what happens, who will willingly lend you a helping hand, who will just keep quiet and let you rattle on and on, who will just sit quietly beside you and patiently wait till you're ready to talk; they know what you want even when you don't say it out and they know exactly what to say or do. I'm really grateful for having this group of friends in my life!
To the monsters: Thanks for meeting up with me straight away after I called. Thanks for spending time with me even though some of you have to work or have attachments the next day. Thank you for coming all the way to my house to cook for me, to help me with my letters and most importantly, keep me company. I really appreciate all that you've done for me. (: Thank YOU, my buddies!
To Yang: Thank you for spending time with me on the phone and let me cry my heart out. Thank you for crapping with me so that i'll forget the pain.
TO lilian: Thank you for talking to me on the phone till almost 2am just to cheer me up! You've done a good job! I'll tell your boss to increase your pay! Hahaha. Thank you for accompanying me to wherever i wanted to go. Thanks for meeting up with me to help me and cheer me up. :)
To my spy: Thanks for hiring lilian as your spy, to make sure i'm alright, to cheer me up, to update you and to make sure i'm not "suicidal". haha. Thanks for calling despite me rejecting your calls. Thanks for all ur smses and for "waking" me up by telling me not to sit down and feel miserable but to think of alternatives, to be prepared for the worst, to look on the bright side and remain positive. Thanks for meeting up with me to help me, to cheer me up. I'm really glad to have you as a friend. :)
A BIG Thank you to all those mentioned above. I'm feeling much better now, though i must admit that I still feel upset at times. But, i'll move on....
